My god some days I believe I am strong enough to take on the world and those are the days when I can go without shedding a tear and I can fight the urge to punch the shit out of the people who fucking rub me the wrong way and I just want to shake them and say STOP please just stop (Yeah she is that annoying) but then there are some days that I want more than anything in the world to curl up and stay curled up until my body is released from its bonds and I don’t have to be strong. I don’t have to be anything. Those are the days I fight back harder than I ever have in my life. I fight to be stronger than I could ever imagine. I smile until my jaw hurts. I look in the mirror and I say you fight because no matter what you want this life. I always say cry when you need to. Those are usually the times I cry the hardest. And because I care and love so damn much it makes crying hurt more than if i was simply crying over an ouch moment. I feel as the days go on a shell grow around my heart and I feel less vulnerable but what will I do when the shell has swallowed my heart and my body whole? there will be no more tears after that just a fight to keep the shell from closing in on my soul. that’s the end of my “need to blog it out moment” time to wipe away the tears and take on another day. Sorry if its just a jumble and some of it may not make sense but I didn’t write it for anyone I wrote it for myself to remind myself of a day when I felt to fight I needed to type instead of curling up.

yep love this shirt

yep love this shirt

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I'm not claiming divinity. I've never claimed purity of soul. I've never claimed to have t..... - John Lennon

If the present tries to sit in judgment of the past it will lose the future. - Winston Churchill

There are only two days in the year that nothing can be done. One is called yesterday and ..... - Dalai Lama

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fishie

fishie

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NO WORMS ON THE BED!!

-Adventure Time :3

Awww :3

Awww :3

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GUYS AND GIRLS I’VE CHANGED MY MIDDLE NAME <3

(see previous post) tehehe.

The ones who gave me the idea cause of their posts:

DARBY MOTHERFUCKIN FITCH

KIMIA MOTHERFUCKIN BERGESON

ERICA MOTHERFUCKIN CAMPBELL

(if any of these amazing women want their name taken down tell me please)

RACHAEL MOTHERFUCKIN BELL

Yeah i could get use to that… :3

This picture posting is in dedication of an awesome guy who texted me and made me so happy today. :3 yay.

This picture posting is in dedication of an awesome guy who texted me and made me so happy today. :3 yay.